Posts tagged “midnight

Midnight afterthoughts #1


I think it’s obvious now that I should learn to be the person that I want to have alongside me. I could say yes to you and I would only end up in the same place I always do: resenting my plain existence and contemplating living a different kind of plainness. My plans never seem to match up to others, and I crave them so badly that I am willing to let mine go. And that works for a while, until that raw passion just won’t suffice. Until we reach that point where I want something you can’t deliver. And it’s not your fault that I lied and said I could do without. And it’s not my fault for truly believing it’s enough. The blame is on time, it takes everything away from us, while also giving us everything. Had it not been for him, I never would have gotten you.